

I Am So Very TiredI am so very tired. I feel sometimes that I just want to let go. I dont seem to care anymore. I get yelled at but I dont seem to care. The words seem to go through one ear and out the other. I try but Im always so tired. I feel sometimes as though I cant go on anymore, that my whole life is just a waste of time. Every day I get weaker and weaker, like I cant get out of bed or I feel that there is a weight upon me. I try to make the best of it and be happy, for friends, family, and teachers. To show nothing is wrong. Every day I paste on a smile, everyday Im out on an act in front of everyone I see and meet.I Am So Very Tired


I Am a Caged CreatureI am a caged creature that is lost and forgotten. I am the sad and lonely soul that seems to drift into forgotten ness. I am the body without the spirit for she has died many years ago. My insides turn in me with pain; my stomach wants to lurch out of my body. I feel a darkness inside me that cannot escape. I see the world not through my own eyes but as an observer. I watch as my body lives a life of failure. Every time I do something wrong I get yelled at. Every time I try to smile it is fake. Every time I laugh I am crying and hurting. I see only black and white; when I wash the dishes without gloves my hands are scalded by the water. ThougI Am a Caged Creature


My pit of DespairI fall deeper and deeper into this dark pit of despair. This never ending darkness that will never see the light of day. I feel as if I cannot overcome it. That I am trapped and forever falling. Every time I strive to do good, to get out and spread my wings to be free forever, I am disappointed and fall down deeper and deeper till I think I cannot fall anymore until the next time I try and I am proven wrong in that I fall even deeper until I feel that I want to break, until I want to give up. I try to please but end up being scorned and hurt. The hurt that I feel isn't the kind that you feel when a kid calls you a bad name or you fall of yourMy pit of Despair


A Forever HellWanting to finish it all Not caring The pain too much Why me? Why now?A Forever Hell
Just one more to down To say goodbye Cant it all end now? Crushed, burned, destroyed,
Bleeding, weapons, cant stop For what does it take? End it all; take me from this hell, pills and knives
A way out No words, no stopping me Farewell to pain To these whom destroyed me, well meet again In the hell of death
As I know you in hell of life So I will know you; In the hell of death.
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